Have you ever received a once in a life time deal? Well, I did. It was very real, looked completely legitimate, but it wasn’t. I’m talking about a speaking engagement I was offered in London. I checked out the website and had great hopes of being an international speaker!! Well, as I continued to research this “too good to be true” offer, that’s exactly what it was. Too good to be true.
We have so many desires that when something comes along that fits into what we want, we “want” to believe it. But we cannot put our guard down people. We have to be wise as serpents, gentle as doves. We need to understand that the enemy is counterfeiting God so closely that even the very elect could be deceived!
We don’t need to fall into fear or be suspicious, we simply need to seek out the truth. When we do that, we won’t go wrong. Putting all emotions and desires aside, seek the truth in whatever it is you are wanting to do, and you won’t be deceived, you won’t be hurt or embarrassed. The truth will make you free.
Now mind you, I did pray. I asked God, “Should I accept this offer?” And I heard a resounding “YES.” So that morning, I decided to respond to the offer and say yes. It started the ball rolling, the only problem was, it was rolling down the wrong hill. Then I said, “But God, I thought you told me Yes.” What the Lord showed me was that I said “Yes,” but “yes” to wherever HE was going to send me… That opened me up to believing God is going to send me places I’ve not been before and use me in many different ways. But before this, I never had a desire or a dream to go anywhere outside of California. Now this whole thing opened up great possibilities for me, the doors flung open. So to equip me, the next thing I needed was a passport. So I got one of those. So even though it was a “lie” God used it to prepare me for the “real” thing. The TRUE thing. And I’m so excited about that!
Someone asked me if I was disappointed. I thought for a moment and said, “Not actually.” See I’ve learned the past several years that no matter what opportunities come, continue being in the moment I have. In other words, not get so caught up into what is “going” to happen, but stay in “what” is happening now. Enjoy today while getting to tomorrow. And even in this so-called amazing offer, I plugged along every day the same. I enjoyed the presence of God, I continued working on books, continued to minister to people, shared time with my husband, exercised and cooked good meals. I didn’t put all those daily things aside anticipating the “big” day! So many rob themselves of their “now” by looking out ahead. The Bible is very clear that why boast yourself of tomorrow, you don’t even know that there will be one! Also to not take thought of tomorrow… Why? Because God wants us to be like Him. He lives for today, and so shall we. Do you know how I know that? Because He said, “I am that I am.” I am is a present tense word… Faith is “now.” Today. That’s all we have folks. So even if you are planning a wedding or getting a book published for the first time or doing a concert, don’t rob yourself on the journey getting there! Because that is how the enemy can rob you! This is a deception, and even the best of us can get caught up in it.
Be very courageous, seek the truth, study the Word, and ask for God’s leading. Also, among many counselors there is safety. So if you need some help, ask a few select people. And that’s what I did. Many came through and helped me find the truth in all this. I call them “watchmen” and very glad they are there for me and this ministry. We need each other to help us sometimes, and there is nothing wrong in that! Even Jesus asked the disciples to stay up with him and pray because He needed some support. We are no greater than our Master.
We need to sharpen up these last days because things are going to come at us that look true, but they are not. This was a wake-up call for me and hope it is for you too!